GOd has his own reason when made 'US',
and that means every HUMAN that came to this universe have to obey to the Lord.
Lord never forget that to grant us very unique 'facilities'and it name 'TALENT'.
Then if our human can find our own 'Talent' that means can find the way of success.
And to get the 'ticket' to the way(heaven), that must through our beloved mum's praying. Because in the eye of Lord, mum is the one who is the greatest position ever. This will let us remember to the elder people and to obey them to get the 'ticket'. Amen.

At a time before, there is a baby was ready to be born to the earth,

Before he came to the earth, he asked the LORD:
"All the angels said, You are goin to send me to the earth by tomorrow, but then how am I gonna survive? And I'm too small and so weak?"

Then Lord answered:
"I'd choose an angel for you and will take care of you."

"But in the heaven I just sing and laugh, this is enough for me" said the baby.

Lord answered: "Your angel will sing for you and smile for you every day, and you will feel the 'love'.

Baby asked: "But what can I do when I want to talk to You?"

Once again the Lord said: "your angel will teach you the way of praying."

But the baby asked gain: "I heard that there is a lot of bad people, so who is going to protect me?"

Lord answered gain: "your angle will protect you."

The baby asked again: "But I will sad if I cant meet You and see You."

HE answered: "your angel will tell you about me and will teach you how to come back to ME."

At that moment the heaven were silent.....

The baby asked to the Lord: "Lord, if I had to go now, would You tell me my angel's name?"

Then Lord said: " You will call your angel as a 'MUM'."

Remember our Mum's love,

she always cry for us when we are leaving far away from her,

Do we remember that our mum willing not to sleep just for taking care of us when we are sick? Do we remember that 'she' cry when we are sick? When we are in trouble, and even when we are wrong?

We should take time and go back home and visit our beloved mum that are waiting for us even midnight. back home and ask for forgiveness from Her that always smiling at us.

Please take some time even we are busy to visit Her, it is a hard thing for Her that the kids are far away from Her.

Don't let ourself regret, do it right now. Don't waste our time. DO RESPECT OUR MOM!
After this post......what do we think??? One day, for the girl will become a mother also, so respect our mom, and our next generation will do so. Lord will guide us. Amen.

What happen to me???

Argghhh,,,, what my aunty said was true, why am I so stupid? why i always think the others but don't think about myself? When I do something for them, did they appreciate it? NO! Exactly no. NEVER! But maybe some of it? We don't know? Sometimes I help the others but I really forgot about myself. Why? What did i get? Arghh.... STUPID!!! April, please wake up, humanity are very sellfish. Then what you get now APRIL? arghh... I get stress, i attract it comes. April remember 'LAW OF ATTRACTIONS', you forgot? Think yourself first then think the others. Yaya... I oalways like this, why? Don't know. But for now is enough for me, stop thinking the others, but think of myself first, help myself first. I'm very exhausted, really! Thanks to my beloved aunty! Love you so much. Ya, stop explaining to 'them'. They not VIP, they not my parents. I no need explain more to them, is enough for me. Ya true frens will listen to you. Don't know when I'll get it. sometimes being popular is very tired, but now ENOUGH! I realize that sometimes people should be sellfish so that life can go on easily. This is how the games play. I knew it now. From now on, I'll stop explaining, its depend on them want to believe or not, the main is my parents. Lord, please give me strength and dwell in me lord. Guide me Lord, I need you by myside, nowadays my parents are far from me, guide me and show me the way. Amen.
Lastly gain, April, be strong and don't be Stupid anymore. Don't attract 'IT' come.

I'm back again! Ermmm......hmmmmm!!! Today, 12 of March 2010, erm I feel so weird, so uncomfortable, feel sad, feel upset and also happy! Aik? Happy? actually not really. Just pretend HAPPY! Erm today Friday, no meat, and today was our herbs and spices midterm test. Feel nothng and I did my best. Ill prove it to my family that I can do. Then what I really feel today was afraid and mad. I'm afraid that somebody will mad at me because I can't go to pulau. Then, because of me the trip to pulau was cancel. Arghhh....what a stressfull feeling. But what can I do? My parents don't let me go, then I should listen to them. But then, I don't know why, why i can't go then the trip was cancel. Someone will angry. Im so sorry to say this but I really can't go. Hopefully they understand me. Then today I feel the sadness and madness around me. Wow! What the...... erm why ah? If I close to one person must have problem ah? I don't know why? Then, a person that I everyday close to was tryng to avoid from me, I think?? Don't know and not sure??? Blurrr...but I can feel somthing was going wrong around me. something was changing, something was annoying. Arghhh..... Somebody help me.... I care the others but why this happen????? why???

Continue my -STORY-

See, I'm back. Hee...erm what to say now? Erm??? Ok, now read this...
Today I woke up about 8 something, hmmm....Thursday, free time, but we have discussion at Fong IP about our drama. But before that, erm actually last night I slept at my aunty house lok after my cousin. Hee...ya baby sitter, I don't care I love kids so much. k, continue my story, erm I woke up, then my aunty brought me home, then all along the way home, huh....what a hard time. I talk to my aunty, and I cried, ya it was so hard, I were really really tension, I just kept it inside with me but today at last I talk to someone. Love u aunty. After the conversation, I'm really free of problem, I release all my stress. So happy and freeeeeeeeeee, if I didn't said it out maybe I'm not in mood and I really can't concentrate in my study. But I promise, 'I want to prove and study hard'. Erm...around 10am something, my aunty sent me to Fong IP, see how great I had her, love her so much. Then, Moses and I start to discuss, and we had problem, what we had to do now is, just 'buat dehhh jak'. What to do??? Just one word to describe, nobody was perfect. Include, maybe I did made mistake but I don't realise? So who know me please advice me. I need the opinion to go through this. Just like what my aunty said, sometimes we have to be cruel so that erm...we will not been bully by someone. But me, arghhh, if can I can be good to EVERY one, even they bad to me, just SORRY, then I forgot about that, then I'm easily been bully by someone, but I just keep quiet. But now not anymore, I'll be wise. Thanks aunty. But 'be ourself'. Right?