Sunday, February 20, 2011

- changing -

Happy??? not really, but, this few days...my eyes... tired babe ! but its okay, just for you, i'm wiling to if this will make you happy, =)
i make a minion stuff toy for you, while im doing on it, my mind keep thinking, keep running, well.. it goes like this... why i want to do this? why should i? then the answer is, ngeeee..... just because you love lorh, what to do, this comes to my mind. Cant change it, even hurt, hurt, hurt and hurt agian. Weeee... few days ago, haih, conflict, until im goin crazy man. but for now, i know it doesnt change but i must accept it, its ok to be hurt again, only i feel, not you, so its ok.... =')
what a funny blog i read just now, my dear friend basung created a new blog, she asked me to teach her, hehe... i forget larh, slowly, step by step will go on well.... just like our relation.
fix fix fix fix fix fix.... never give up...
happy that this few nights i accompany you, even im sleepy, but i said before, im just here with you, never leave you alone... anyway, what happens before is just a past, and we learning from it, im trying to fight on it, how about you? hmmm....

Friday, February 11, 2011

along the way...

Just a long the way,
from KK to LD, from LD to KK,
back again from KK to SDKN,
SDKN to KK....

long long way, and my mind keep running,
im not bored on this long way on road trip,
my mum did! she tired of it...
actually, on road trip will be more fun,
just like what i know about something with it,
"nunuk ragang" a place that orang asli from there,
i'll visit there later with someone special...

along the way, my mind keep thinking of someone,
hard to say it, but real,
dislike on that person's action but still care,
why sometimes when we hurt but we still wanna go for it???
stupid???
i dont think so, but maybe this is how you care....
i keep on it, keep on thinking,
keep on doubting,
keep on and on.... what the...???
eeee.... my life,
when will i have what i want?
law of attractions, did i use it,
i dont think so.... =(

NOW, feel so so so lonely,
feel very far away, dont have the mood on study,
assignment? ngeee...... nope ! not now !
feel jealous, feel stupid,
but one day if i explode.... then you'll see who am i...
BOOOOMMMM !!!!!