MY HEART,,,,, arghhhhhh.....................

Everything come to me today.... until don't have the mood to update my blog, just wanna say....

I don't need a Perfect person to Love me, but I need a person that can make me feel I'M THE ONLY ONE.....

THE END !!!!

Caught in an accident...

Today, really thanks to God that I'm still alive. What a shock for me, it was all about a stupid car that rushing towards to the green light, and caused of trouble. After passenger drop by, a viva accidentally struck to our bus when the bus drove to the main road. Luckily, nobody hurt but so bad to the viva, well Economic car... what was funny was, you can heard girls shouting, awwwww... hurt my ears... but praise the LORD.

and today was our first kitchen, well quite boring, hmmm... ==|
we learned how to make salad, sandwich, canapé, and garnishing.... unfortunately, our batch still can fight with JUNIOR MASTERCHEF... I salute the kids babe, what ah.... (speechless)... But for me, I know that I can make it to what I want. Ill be the best as I can.

Conflict of Emotion...

As usual I went to college, today nobody took my place just like yesterday, so in the morning feel very great and funny. When I got in the bus, I've seated at behind with three guys, one....erm... usual larh, not really good looking(hehehe....), he just sat beside the window, and me... sat between the two guys and one of them caught my eye on him. Hahahaha, because he dress up very well, cool, tidy and he is good looking. That time 7.30am, and it was really jammed, well,in the bus quite silent perhaps just a silent death people bus... Suddenly, I feel vibrate on the sofa that I sat on, and it comes out with a freakyyyy sound like this.. "prreeeetttt"... Then I have a look on that "handsome guy", I thought it was his mobile, but then I realized that he holding his mobile, I know the other guy also holding his mobile, then I realized that maybe HE FART, because when I look at him, his face turn to red.... hahaha.... a vibration fart huh, cool man, and I connected.

Talk about my class today, hmmm nothing special, just gave me.... ya, i laugh, i talk but not concentrated, argh, how am I gonna get a good grade? Seriously wanna talk about my friends, yessss they are funny but sometimes not the right time. And, something really bother me today, and made me feel very stupid about myself, luckily mama advised and.... okay.....NO MORE NEXT TIME, don't be just like a slave. JANGAN LEMBUT HATI.....

Is just a DREAM ==|

First day to class, pissed me off when waiting for bus, I've been wait for 15minutes then a girl appear direct she rushing in front of me and took my place, I have to wait another bus... ngeee...... how bad is she....

western cookery...alarh jap jak, introduction trud blek... -BUANG MASA jak. After class, my friends and I wait for our next class at common room for THREE hours ok? hmmm.... I'm tired... but then luckily Juan and Carmen with me then Juan introduce me something fun. -LOMO- yay ! At first, a toy, fancy, cute... then when I have a look on it... I started to like it very much. I've decided, digital SLR... later la when I'm really pro.... for now... yess for me... LOMO-Minimo-... that i want. Hye I just woke up, and...eeeeeeee just a dream that i'd own a LOMO. ==| such a hopeless.... hmmm...but I knew it I'm gonna have it... Law of Attractions. Then, suddenly my mind come out with this... how about direct buy dslr and learn? But, i remember Carmen said, "you let people see what you see, no use on it if you bought a camera then you use AUTO!"
Yup! I agree... I start snapping with my HP... only a common HP.... no camera, but i know i'm doin well..."we just a beginner"..

I want LOMO....hehehehe... it is very old school, very natural... love it...

nampak dr blog c lala... bestfren la knon... hahaha


THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :

April
Apo
Mei

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :

15 April
29 April
09 Sept

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :

Brunch
Texting
Say Goodbye to dad & mum

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY :

Message ngan mama
Call mama
Play game

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :

Cyarron
Euphrasia
Mama

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :

Laptop
DSLR-Nikon
Something special on my day

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :

Bali
Australia
Rome

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS :

Carrot Juice
Mineral Water- Healthy
Milo kosong kaw-kaw punya

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR SCHOOL BAG :

note book
charger
wallet

THREE FAVORITE COLORS :

Red
Black
White

TOP THREE HANGOUTS :

At home
Gaya street - college
Suria

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH :

Mama
Family
My bestfren jak...

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU (things only) :

Wrist watch
Ring
Handphone

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY :

I want answer
Feel funny
Nothing to do

Lonely.... =(

Daddy, Mummy and my lil brother samboy they went back to LD... two doggy pun ikut...(maw jg)... sunyi rasanya tnpa gaduh ngan adeq...

i feel very lonely today, yay, but texting with mama ok la juga... trus dy call... hmm... she understand me a lot...yeah!! =)
i'd learnt something today, a post from a teacher, she said " we face a problem with a smile, forget what is past"
then, it comes to my mind, and i should did that... isn't it???

a calling comfort me a lot... miss a smile that very sweet... i knew it, is just my challenge. but it still...feel lonely, nothing to do, rather then do assignment...can't wait for my class.

a smile ^____^ .... Thanks...

ya, i start my blog again, nothing special....
know sometimes i just feel lonely when mama ni hmmm... but...pham la....
orang buzy... tetapi....

what's in my mind, seriously somttimes i just dont understand,,,
a person did taught me a lot, (is she) =) hehehe....
hmmm... a lot a lot a lot.... from her,,, i learnt how to be patient....
a lot of idea came out from my this little brain and i can seriously make a person went from bad mud to this ^_________^

heee.....might be my talent... ceh puji diri... hahaha...kilik...
but when a smile on a person face, thats comfort me, and i believe a smile can heal a person wound... its really comfort... =)

so smile jak..... like this ^_____^