nampak dr blog c lala... bestfren la knon... hahaha


THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :

April
Apo
Mei

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :

15 April
29 April
09 Sept

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :

Brunch
Texting
Say Goodbye to dad & mum

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY :

Message ngan mama
Call mama
Play game

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :

Cyarron
Euphrasia
Mama

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :

Laptop
DSLR-Nikon
Something special on my day

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :

Bali
Australia
Rome

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS :

Carrot Juice
Mineral Water- Healthy
Milo kosong kaw-kaw punya

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR SCHOOL BAG :

note book
charger
wallet

THREE FAVORITE COLORS :

Red
Black
White

TOP THREE HANGOUTS :

At home
Gaya street - college
Suria

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH :

Mama
Family
My bestfren jak...

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU (things only) :

Wrist watch
Ring
Handphone

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY :

I want answer
Feel funny
Nothing to do

Lonely.... =(

Daddy, Mummy and my lil brother samboy they went back to LD... two doggy pun ikut...(maw jg)... sunyi rasanya tnpa gaduh ngan adeq...

i feel very lonely today, yay, but texting with mama ok la juga... trus dy call... hmm... she understand me a lot...yeah!! =)
i'd learnt something today, a post from a teacher, she said " we face a problem with a smile, forget what is past"
then, it comes to my mind, and i should did that... isn't it???

a calling comfort me a lot... miss a smile that very sweet... i knew it, is just my challenge. but it still...feel lonely, nothing to do, rather then do assignment...can't wait for my class.

a smile ^____^ .... Thanks...

ya, i start my blog again, nothing special....
know sometimes i just feel lonely when mama ni hmmm... but...pham la....
orang buzy... tetapi....

what's in my mind, seriously somttimes i just dont understand,,,
a person did taught me a lot, (is she) =) hehehe....
hmmm... a lot a lot a lot.... from her,,, i learnt how to be patient....
a lot of idea came out from my this little brain and i can seriously make a person went from bad mud to this ^_________^

heee.....might be my talent... ceh puji diri... hahaha...kilik...
but when a smile on a person face, thats comfort me, and i believe a smile can heal a person wound... its really comfort... =)

so smile jak..... like this ^_____^

Been long time didn't update, what i'd learned?
blogger, hmm... i learned a lot, im glad, im happy about myself that i'd grown up....
what had happen just past, i knew i cant rewind and just fix it. im happy with my life now.

owh ya, i'd done my second semester ! yay !
time goes by, is Merdeka, is Raya.
Bulan Ramadhan, i did fast, i feel great in fasting, very happy,
haha, now im excited Hari Raya, even im not muslim, but they say, 1Malaysia !

thats all about my life now....

to be continue.....

Holiday...

Holiday...great... It shuld be. But...
Im happy but... Something still bothering my happy moment! Really stress... Shhh...hee, at morning only i feel happy, but at night, hmm....only one person understand me,, always support me, always be myside, thank you very much to tutt... Hee... I miss tutt...
Back Lahad Datu,, it should be great and happy, ya, feel very comfortable and im free of lots of stressful...but have to solve some problems also.... Hmm...problems non-stop,, keep coming towards me, but im strong enough, i'll not easliy give up, tutt always guide me, thanks gain. I can do it, i can face it.

I'm Blurr....

Why is this happen to me?? Ya, I admit, I attract it! I knew how the games play, but sometimes I just can't control myself to keep thinking of it, and I just without realize I attract it. But luckily somebody will remind me. Erm, talking about human, now i just realize that sometimes even you trust the person, they can just even betray you. So sometimes we should be selfish to keep go on in this LIFE. God create human, God sometimes test us. That's why there is Dark & White. I am being through this situation. Very hard, very tired, very hard feel, very sad and the worse is I don't know what to do????? BLURRRRR... @.@

Why when i get close to someone that I love must be trouble?? Must jealousy, sadness, arguement, and bla bla bla...... Hate it....!!!!!!!!!! Please larh, please don't think negative, don't make such a foolish things that might make us quarrel. Think twice, think wisely! Hey we are adult, not like my lil brother just 4 years old CHILDISH! In some situation, we cannot control the flow. BUT, but please don't make it worse. Some situation, we can't hold in tight what we want. Just like when you love that person then the person close to others. You can't hold their privacy. Sometimes should let it be, let them get close try to trust it, don't JEALOUS.. please don't, it is childish...!!! what for?? as long as the one you love still remember you, still respect you and still love you. ~UNDERSTAND THIS MSG~

~Sadness is back~

SunDay~ As usual, go to church, family day. I'm really bad, I went to mass but I didn't concentrate to the wording. BAD...too bad... besides, I don't know chinese well. Hee... hmm...after church we went to merdeka supermarket before going home. From church to home, we must pass by Hospital Queen Elizabeth. Arghh...damn it,, I hate to see there, and if can I don't even want to pass by there. QE, a very sadness place for me. At there, I felt the most heart break and break down ever before. Arghh.... my grandpa passaway at here QE. What the... but I know GOD love him more than us. It is early in the morning, at 6am something, I got a call from hospital. The whole night, I can't slept, because I felt something gonna happen and besides I'm worried about my grandpa. That night, 22nd of Oct 2009, grandpa rushed to hospital for emergency. And all that night, my aunty and my mummy stayed back and look after my grandpa. At that time, grandpa was paralyze. After I got the call from my mum, my mum said, come to hospital right now because your grandpa was critical, actually grandpa passaway when mum call me. I thought that grandpa will be fine, but then, when I rushed to QE with my brother, it was too late, too late to talk to him, too late to see him for the last, too late for evrything. I rushed there and I saw evrybody was crying and my mum and dad break down, then I near to grandpa then I saw grandpa......is too late, I then kept calling him, but there's no respond, I kept wake him but... Thats the first time I felt how was the feeling when lost our beloved. Grandpa he loves us, until now I can't forget his last words to me. I can't forget the situation when i rushed to QE and saw him... even for few months he left us, but his loves still with us, his blood still flowing in my body. I know that he been watching me all along my way. He care us a lot. He guide us alot. Remember that, he touch me drove, he is the one who always support me to sport. Grandpa loves sport, and he cares his health very much. He always jog and will bring all of us to jog. Know what? When he is around, every morning he will be prepare breakfast for us, prepare all the vitamins for us. He cooked oatmeal, and do my fav milo. Now, all this I have to do by my own. I really miss him a lot. I dreamt if grandpam but I forgot bout it. I miss him, and until now I can't forget the moment he left us. ~Love you lolo~