Monday, May 10, 2010

Holiday...

Holiday...great... It shuld be. But...
Im happy but... Something still bothering my happy moment! Really stress... Shhh...hee, at morning only i feel happy, but at night, hmm....only one person understand me,, always support me, always be myside, thank you very much to tutt... Hee... I miss tutt...
Back Lahad Datu,, it should be great and happy, ya, feel very comfortable and im free of lots of stressful...but have to solve some problems also.... Hmm...problems non-stop,, keep coming towards me, but im strong enough, i'll not easliy give up, tutt always guide me, thanks gain. I can do it, i can face it.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

I'm Blurr....

Why is this happen to me?? Ya, I admit, I attract it! I knew how the games play, but sometimes I just can't control myself to keep thinking of it, and I just without realize I attract it. But luckily somebody will remind me. Erm, talking about human, now i just realize that sometimes even you trust the person, they can just even betray you. So sometimes we should be selfish to keep go on in this LIFE. God create human, God sometimes test us. That's why there is Dark & White. I am being through this situation. Very hard, very tired, very hard feel, very sad and the worse is I don't know what to do????? BLURRRRR... @.@

Why when i get close to someone that I love must be trouble?? Must jealousy, sadness, arguement, and bla bla bla...... Hate it....!!!!!!!!!! Please larh, please don't think negative, don't make such a foolish things that might make us quarrel. Think twice, think wisely! Hey we are adult, not like my lil brother just 4 years old CHILDISH! In some situation, we cannot control the flow. BUT, but please don't make it worse. Some situation, we can't hold in tight what we want. Just like when you love that person then the person close to others. You can't hold their privacy. Sometimes should let it be, let them get close try to trust it, don't JEALOUS.. please don't, it is childish...!!! what for?? as long as the one you love still remember you, still respect you and still love you. ~UNDERSTAND THIS MSG~